1x21 The Leaving Song

NATHAN

   

HALEY

  

En el capítulo de hoy Haley descubre en el ordenador de Nathan varias visitas a distintas páginas porno, y se siente insegura. Pero las cosas empeoran cuando encuentra fotos de Peyton, y lo que parecía ser una fantasía se vuelve real con ella.

Haley le pide a Nathan usar su ordenador porque no tiene internet en su casa:

- You are totally saving my life. Thank you. I’ve got to get a cable modem.
- It’s cool. I’ve got to run to practice, anyway. Then I’m going to pick up an extra shift at the mall, try to pay for this cable modem. And  after that, I’m working out with Lucas.
- Well who are you and what have you done with my real boyfriend?
- Well, you said you wanted me to cut the guy some slack.
- You sure it’s not also cause it’s a way to stick it to Dan?
- No, that’s not what it is.
- Okay.
- I’m going to stick it to my dad by erasing him from the record books, alright?
- Good.
- I’ve got to go. I’ll see you.
- English class, here I come.

Haley discute con Nathan sobre las páginas porno:

- Hey, Hales. Check it out, an entire afternoon together and no one threw a punch.
- You okay?
- Can I talk to Nathan alone please?

- Yeah sure. Catch you guys later.
- What’s up?
- I was just doing some research on the internet and I found what my boyfriend’s been studying.
- This is, I just stumbled upon this, so, it’s no big deal.
- What about the half a dozen other sites that you stumbled upon and book marked? It’s hard enough for me that I have to compete with the girls at school that just give it away, now I’ve got to be a porn star?
- Haley, look, you’re over reacting.
- No, I really don’t think that I am. This hurts me, Nathan.
- Why? Haley these girls aren’t real. And plus, I’m a guy. Guys look at this stuff.
- Well don’t be a guy, Nathan, be a man. You know, I’m not a prude, and I think you know that. But the thought that this is what I’m going to be compared to?
- So that’s what this is? You’re worried I’m going to compare you to them when we-
- Yes! I’m afraid, that’s part of it. Nathan it’s hard enough for me to even think about being naked in front of you. And the thought that this is the standard I’m going to be held to? Forget it.
- Haley.

Haley encuentra las fotos de Peyton y vuelve a discutir con Nathan:

 

- Where did I put that picture of Darwin? You, um, said they weren’t real people.
- Haley, what are you doing?
- I’m a real person. I have feelings, I have problems, I feel vulnerable, and self-conscious and...I’m just like every other person.
- I know that.

- Well what happened to sex just being magical, and being this amazing expression of how much you love someone? These cyber girls, they’re just like triple jointed and waxed, and always turned on, and it’s just a lie.
- I understand that. It’s just a fantasy.
- Is Peyton a fantasy, too?
- You know, it’d be nice if a guy could have a little privacy in his own apartment.
- I can’t be Peyton for you. I can’t be those girls. I just, I won’t.
- I don’t want you to be.
- Are you sure about that? Because... I gave you my heart. That’s all that I can give to you. And if that’s not enough for you, then I’m not enough for you.

Comento rápidamente el capítulo. Entiendo que Haley pueda molestarse porque Nathan siga teniendo ese tipo de fotos de su exnovia,aunque actualmente con las redes sociales rara vez vas a dejar de tener fotos con personas que han pasado por tu vida. Por otro lado lo del porno...creo que todos los jóvenes se han metido o se meten en ese tipo de páginas y no puedes cambiar eso. Y por mucho que él esté enamorado de ella, tiene todo el derecho a meterse ahí, vamos eso opino yo. Pero también entiendo que Haley se sienta insegura y más vulnerable de lo que ya estaba por todo esto. Aún así, creo que exagero un poco las cosas.

No se si se actualizará cuando debe porque no estoy en Madrid, y no llevo mucho tiempo usando blogger. Pero supuestamente se tiene que actualizar automáticamente. Espero que así sea...

 

Mañana más.


Besos.